I’ll be honest. I don’t like my last post. I framed it around the opening line, but ran out of steam shortly after. I was forcing it. My posts usually center around a few key events and I fill in the rest in between with my own humorous ramblings. But lately, I’ve just been so out of energy. I’m on campus for 5-16 hours a day so I can’t nap. I carry coffee around all day strapped to my shoulder and nurse myself with ~19 mg/hr of caffeine just to maintain coherence. (People look at me weird when I say I’m into calculated dosing. Pharmacy people. It makes no sense.) My calorie needs come out of a lunchbag. Then again, I am proud to say that I brought the lunch bag back into style with the Pharmacy kids.
The exam cavalcade continues. My philosophy remains the same.
Sig: take pr ud every week.
You get used to it.
I’m just worn out. I’m beginning to feel it in my heart. I feel… thin. Sort of stretched, like… peanut butter scraped over too much bread. I need a vacation. And hopefully, the upcoming break will be a productive one.
19mg/hr ? you lightweight! as near as I can figure I was over 1000mg/day during the worst of my final projects………….. now if you’ll excuse me, I’m detoxing from caffeine and it feels like my head is imploding.
The beautiful thing about maintaining constant levels of caffeine is that it doesn’t build up in your blood to such excess that adenosine receptor upregulation occurs. Therefore, I am presently withdrawal symptom-free, however, horrendously bored.